04 03 2023

Little by little ---- 

I wanted the parent-figures to be possibly male or female (either/or/and) which is hard to maintain - the brush keeps trying to more-bouffant the hair, to lipper and earing or to stubble and muscle. Strangely embedded predisposition. 

The little ones I wanted to look as if they were enamelled, to firmly separate them out into another world. And an inhuman one, as children are. I want them more casually vicious. Ibid. 

The mark making in the two worlds is quite separate too, sweeping and loose marks for the adults, tight and tiny ones for the rest. Thinking of what might be seen from the window and why...

 

28 02 2023

 As is the way with half-formed painting, a can of worms has opened - so took today off and went to Quillan to check out the little gallery I'm due in in June. It was closed due to the energy crisis. But it was possible to get in the back way and talk to someone. Wanted a date for the vernissage, which I'II have to wait on as no-one knows when is possible. Measured the space. It is clear that my original grandiose ideas will have to go - there isn't room.

Disappointed. This will probably be my last show and there were pictures I wanted to see out of the studio and together. Can't imagine how that might happen now, sigh.

26 02 2023

Thinking of the bits between marriage and divorce and thought of family meals... rather perturbed that this is emerging.

The divorce painting need another few coats and must dry, so on hold.

 

23 02 2023

 Fiddling with Divorce ; getting slowly along. Either needs a huge change or being left alone for all the layers to congeal.

No panic.

21 02 2023

Its like one of those 'spot the difference' competitions -

I'd thought it finished but suspect I'm just tired. Good, fierce day of energetic painting and thinking. 

Not often I say that.

 

18 02 2023

 ...its moving and won't look so bad soon - or maybe it'll look worse, dunno. 

Got a clear direction for the body of work that'll sit sweetly for the Quillan expo, based on a humans life cycle. This will be divorce.

Got birth (s = genesis stuff), pre-birth (bright denizens, the pearl) young love (Orpheus) marriage (the wedding) old age (=Job, Resuscitation) masses on death (road kill, headless plus boats) and probably more between times. 

Possibly too much, will drop in and measure up soonish.

16 02 2023

 ...started again, in response to an image that had me by the throat. Actually rather better than that, it was more like being in love.

God knows what, why, etc etc. Just captivated.

And sold a painting! Lizzie Jackson bought Brises taking the Armour to Achilles. Must find a simpler title. Still have to deal with package and transit. But not today.