Saturday, 20 July 2013

July 20th Sat 2013

--Not dead! Just feels like it. Asthma (=pollen allergy) has reared its ugly head in my life, hotly pursued by the side-effects of steroids. No work done at all. Just concentrating on trying to recover what I remember of myself. Its like being possessed  by something/one else. Gradually recovering, can eat again after loosing 5 kilos. Have learned to breathe again. Have accepted the lack of energy and embrace sleep as often as possible. 
Gutted to discover that two of my brothers are full-on asthmatic and have had to deal with this regime all their lives. No idea what they were going through. Sooooo sad for them. Emotional  and tearful anyway.

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