Had to take 2 days off - lying around reading nonsense - because my breathing was so bad. Dawning on me that asthma is (also) psychological and the tasks I have set myself are redolent with sub-texts. Working through unfinished projects, failed projects, crap projects - and the stuff I haven't seen for 20 years when I was young and optimistic. Now I've clocked it I'm surprised I wasn't iller. But now its clocked, its do-able.
Dead wasps everywhere. That's not psychological. Haven't found the nest yet, it must be in the beams.
Everything will be alright soon. Honest.
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