20 07 2021

 

Yesterdays biggest challenge was not letting the model see that I was drawing large rocks on top of her. Angelique is diabetic and had meds pumping into her so the rock thing could have looked a bit literal, that which she has to bear and is being crushed by...

as ever, ambivalent about it all. Hope to use her again and focus on her rather than my own directions, sigh.

Bernard is much iller , must be on chemo for the rest of his natural, and last night Loretta died after long chemo intervention. Which on the other hand caused her to live long enough to see her grand daughter. I suppose one just carries on until the time comes to join them. Choices???

Nearly done with Orpheus.